Thursday, November 4, 2010

Day 4 and more

Today, I gave up some kid-free time to myself to help out with a couple of things at church, one of which was Upward Awards Night tonight.

It feels weird, sitting here typing while Hubs and Big Sis are there. When we were first married and living in Birmingham, I helped with these nights right alongside him. Even after we had the kiddos and I couldn't help much, I was still there, doing whatever I could. But tonight, I stayed home and gave Little Sis an early bath and bed. She has not been sleeping well, and I think it is a case of being overtired- a vicious cycle that has plagued her since she was tiny. But it is nothing that some early nights, long naps, and a little benadryl can't fix. ;)

Big Sister has been amazing this week. Really good. Eerily good. I'm really proud of her, and yet a part of me is waiting for the other shoe to drop. Maybe it won't. Who knows?

Mommying can be such a guessing game, and all you can do is just give it your best, right?

Speaking of the murkey waters of Mommying, I read this blog today, and I really liked it. You might too.

Ugh. Little Sis is fussing. Even after the benadryl. Love her sleepy little heart. I'm off to rock.

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